I'm reminded there is 3 more weeks of school. It's scary, because I have no clue on what I'm doing after High School. I sort of wished I had more control in my life, and knew who I want to be in the beginning. Now, I'm in a lost state of confusion and have no clue how to get out of it. I just think I need to focus on myself and my health.

I want to take a semester off school. I hope my mom will understand, I want time to myself. Find out more about me. I just don't want to waste time and money in school and all that, when in the long run.. it won't help me at all.
My future is just making me stresses and tensed. I want a job and work hard to be something or someone to have everyone be proud of me. Because right now, that's not how I'm feeling.

Anyways, the week is busy. Thursday and Friday is my dance spectrum show, while Saturday is prom. Then I have to catch up in school work which is fun stuff.